Category: Writers Block
Like a child I believed.
Like a friend I trusted you.
Like a student I learned.
Like a fool innocent and true.
Like the rain you washed me away.
Like the clouds you shielded my light.
Like a fire you engulfed me.
Even though I saved you from the darkness of night.
My happiness was in your laughter.
My sorrow in your cries.
My strength was in your arms.
My sparkle in your eyes.
Like a criminal you put me to shame.
Like an adopted parent you never loved me as your own.
Like an animal you frightened me.
Made me afraid to be alone.
I made you happy.
Or so you lied.
You don’t trust me.
But you never tried.
It’s kind of sick.
The games you pulled.
Starting to play.
Without telling me the rules.
The rule that I must hurt.
For you to be pleased.
The rule of never fulfilling.
But making me need.
It’s kind of pathetic.
When I come to think.
You’re like poison to me.
But I can’t help but drink.
You knew I wouldn’t
So, you forced me too.
Manipulated me.
To fall in love with you.
Fall in love with you.
So you could use and abuse.
Abuse my loss of power.
Power to choose.
You took the things most meaningful to me.
You stripped me of my dignity.
Turned my horrible past.
In to good memories.
Somehow I was satisfied.
With your unsatisfaction.
Its you I live to please.
A reciprocated refraction.
I still love you.
Because I know I must.
It’s unnerving to admit.
But I want no ones touch.
But that of the man
Who I can never gratify.
The one I’ll never suit.
Despite how diligently I try.
I’m not just your woman.
I’ve become your property
I’m the slave and you’re the master.
Never satisfied always beating me.
They’re demented thoughts.
But I don’t know what to do.
I’ll never be free.
I belong to you.
wow, all i can say. this is a good piece of writing.
L-o-v-e it! This is a wonderfully passionate piece. Full of yearning and hurt--a tug-of-war between the two.